Wednesday, 9 September 2015

The Skeleton Twins.

Hardly ever does a movie resonate with me this strongly. I went into it expected a comedy and ended it with tears. No, not from laughing so hard, (though there were a few laughs) but from the sheer raw emotions found in the script and the actors portrayal. This movie definitely held no punches. 

As you all know, suicide has played and always will play a crucial role in my life, may that be through past successes or future attempts. A huge theme of the movie was revolved around suicide, which made it slightly difficult to sit through, but not once did I feel the urge to turn off my computer or find something else to watch. The movie didn't handle the subject with kid gloves, but it also wasn't used as a tool to turn it into a tear jerker. It somehow managed to take a serious subject and make it a little less crushing without taking away from it or being disrespectful.

A lot of movies/books that I have seen/read on the subject of suicide have all done so wonderfully, so no, this isn't an original concept, this isn't a new spin on an old tale, but never the less something about it was definitely refreshing in ways that only one other story has been for me (Far From You by Courtney Summers, a YA novel about a young girl dealing with her father's suicide).

The self-destructive paths that the two main characters were idly wandering down was, as morbid as it sounds, entertaining. Their desire to sweep their issues under the metaphorical and overused rug was something that I feel if not all, then many people could relate to. Yet, through a ten-year gap, through the carnage and destroyed lives, they have managed not to necessarily save each other, but to give each other a little more time on the clock to learn to save themselves, and really, isn't that all that any of us really want?

- Peace Out Girl Scouts, Goodnight Cowboys, and To All of You in Between, Rest Well.

Wednesday, 2 September 2015

Triggers.

Instead of finishing the bottle, I out ran my demons. They'll catch up with me eventualluy, just hopefully not tonight.


Tuesday, 1 September 2015

All Settled In.

Begin of blog song: Cherry Wine; Hozier

So, I'm officially settled into my new apartment. There were, of course, a few hiccups along the way. The place is pet-friendly, but that doesn't mean that the carpet is. So, this morning, at around six when I could no longer handle the smell of piss under my nose, I googled homemade carpet cleaners and got on hands and knees to scrub down. It's only a temporary fix until I can make it to the shop to buy real carpet cleaner (I can't afford to have it professionally done) but so far so good. I can't smell the piss over the vinegar and soap, so I'm not complaining.

- Peace out girl scouts!

End of blog song: Fall in Love; Popcaan.