begin of blog song: Black Flies: Ben Howard ft. Daughter
Mental illness sucks the most because it makes even the simplest of tasks seem like an unbeatable boss on a game that is constantly on hard even. Even a one hit KO isn't satisfactory because you'll feel like, "well, if it was so easy, how come it took me so hard to do?"
For once, I wish that I didn't have to carry my illnesses with me into every battle I fight.
It's taking me three hours to complete a task that shouldn't have even taken me one. I feel less than inadequate.
