My last caption was a smily, I've ran out of ideas!

Begin of blog song: Everything's Okay- Lenka.

     Today was a totally chill and relaxed day. Today, was a great day actually.  I was able to:
-watch MOST of the avengers (laptop kept going on the blinks)
-hang out with my friend
-watch a truck load of anime.
-I even picked out my first day of school outfit for the hundredth time. I swear, this time I'm keeping it that way no matter what!

  

    Tomorrow, though, maybe it'll be a little better because tomorrow for the first time ever, I am going to wonderland! Isn't that exciting? I'm excited! I was supposed to go like a bazillion times (... two, two times...) this summer, but the weather was always against us. Tomorrow, though, for sure! It's gonna be sunny and hot, and perfect, and I'm going to go on ALL the rides! I cannot wait!
    Oh! I've got to go to bed super early then, can you tell I'm excited? Okay, I'm going to read some manga, and then catch some Z's. I hope you guys have as good as a Saturday as I plan to have!

End of blog song: Said I would: One Two

:)

  

You can't fix what's broken,
You can't change the past,
So live in the moment,
Don't ever turn back.
Once you turn,
To that now broken path,
You'll see it's paved with nothing but regrets, 
And a deadly wrath.
So keep moving forward,
Don't you ever give up,
Life is more than a half empty cup.
Have no regrets,
Live life with a laugh,
Stay away from mirrors,
And broken glass.
Because you cannot fix what's broken,
You can't change the past,
So you might as well live,
Give life a chance.

This is my pick-me-up whenever I'm feeling down, or low (not that I am right now) I just remember this, and I realize that I can't change most things in my life so there's no point being upset about them, I can only live in the now, and try my best.

It's only been a few days and I'm running out of captions.

Begin of blog song: (I'm watching anime right now so... no song... but the *anime is called Bindougami ga!)

  

      I've realized that people don't really read my evening post, except for the forever loyal J :) that is. So I would like to say, thank you for that. In the beginning I believe that I mentioned not thinking that people will even read my blog, and now people are... or at the very least I'm getting page views. I think I let those little views get to me and now the fact that people aren't actually reading my recent post kind of feels like a low blow. However, I will NO LONGER let this bring me down, and I will disregard my shy/timid feelings and continue my Evening Posts Assault, because that is most convenient for myself.
     Anyways, I finally received my class schedule for this semester, and I am content with it.

•The 'ologies
• Uni. Chem.
• College Maths
•Uni. Spanish

Sadly, I have ZERO (0) classes with my friends which is a bit of a sad thing. As I expressed before, I do have pretty bad social anxiety, and so making friends is not the easiest thing for me to do. From experience I know that I'll only end up being that shy/quite girl in the class who's too scared to even ask the teacher a question, much less her fellow classmates. Anyways, I don't say any of this to make anyone feel pity or sympathy for me, or whatever. I say this because it is my blog and I can say whatever I please, correct? Correct.
       As summer holidays are almost over for me, I will like to say a GOOD LUCK to all my fellow students who have or who are starting school soon/now. I will also like to say, I hope you had a summer worth writing home about, or at least a holiday memory you will cherish for as long as you are able.

-Peace out, girl scouts.

*Anime: Japanese cartoons, AKA, totally funny shit!

End of blog song: N.A

I don't really have to caption all of these, right?

Begin of blog song: Above The Water- Art of sleeping.

     Hello, my fabulous readers! (reader? Do people read this, or just glance at the page? Questions of my universe!) Guess what I did today:
-I broke in my new mug with a nice hot cup of oatmeal (maple & brown sugar, YUM!)
-Washed my hair, my mum was supposed to curl it for me but sadly she's not home yet so that will have to be on hold until I don't know, whenever she feels like doing my hair, or I'll just end up ironing it.
-Go to the library today, but what else is new?

OH, >breaking news< MUM IS HOME!

  

    However, OMG (did I just say omg?) I finally saw PLL today! I am totally dedicated to that show along with many others like: Gossip Girl, Victorious, New Girl and Two Broke Girls! :D (I know, you love the variety).
     I'm pretty sure I've mentioned this in every post thus far, but I am super duper excited that I get my schedule tomorrow! I wonder what classes I have (not that I don't technically know, as I WAS the one that picked my courses, but still!) I'm just not sure which order I have them in which is always the fun part to find out as I get to know if I have any classes in common with my friends. (I have shit luck with this so that probably will not be likely. >forever alone< quite sad actually!)
       I suppose that this little ramble has gone on for far too long so I am going to sign off, I WOULD say for now, but let's face it. My life is pretty damn uneventful.

-Peace out girl scouts!

End of blog song: My Body- Young The Giant.

Do All of These Need a Caption?

Begin of blog song: Collide- The Shakespeares

    Somehow, my lazy Sunday, has turned into a lazy Monday. This is why I typically do not like/enjoy summer. The only thing I seem to accomplish during this time of the year is developing horrible habits. Such as:
-waking up and not doing anything
-eating at crap shit times
-not doing what I say I am going to do... *cough cough* go to the library *cough cough*.
     I am supposed to be going to the library today with my friend, but that probably will not fall through as it is going to rain today.
    Hmm, this is a very short blog entry, I'll probably expand on it later... maybe, if anything blog-worthy happens, or I get shit faced bored, whichever one occurs first...

Mid blog song: Princess of China- Rihanna & Coldplay

...Updated blog song (?): Let Go- Lee Hester

  

     Well, the universe does not want me to leave the house today, as it is raining buckets! Wahhh! I really need a new book to read. I'm reading A Tale Of Two Cities on my cell, but I was hoping to actually read it in book form as I hate reading on my cell phone. On a totally different note! Guess what I had for breakfast... A chocolate bar and tea, totally healthy I know... I organized my back to school stuff today, and tomorrow I am SUPPOSED to be getting my eyes checked, but let's see how that works out, shall we?
      Umm, I've decided to upload these in the evening like a sensible person, as that gives me time to actually do something with my life. (HA!) Whoa, who has the best grandmother ever? Not you, me! My grandma just made me pancakes and hot dogs, and since it was 10;30 when I started eating, it still counted as breakfast, so BOOM! Back on topic now! Is there even a topic to this rambling? Uh, well I'll make a topic.
     I've come to a conclusion about the best friend thing. I've decided that although I do love *K, and she is usually a very decent friend towards me, that her friendship isn't exactly the best thing for me in this point in my life. I already deal with pretty low self-esteem and am hyper-aware of myself as well as my actions. I don't need someone else pointing out my bad parts. I understand constructive criticism but when does it morph from being constructive, to harmful and just straight up mean. I probably won't address this issue with her as I am an extremely anti-confrontational type of person, and from experience I know that she'll just brush it off, or not really listen to me. What I will do though is simply, pull away a bit. You know, make more ME time instead of we time. I don't know, is this fair to her? Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive?
    On a brighter note, I get to find out my courses for grade 11 on Thursday. That's when I'll be picking up my schedule for the semester.


End of song blog:  Your Surender - Neon Trees*I've decided to use the first letter of my friends/other people's names, instead of names close to theirs as that would just confuse me in the long run... 

Day 2.

Begin of blog song: Young The Giant- My Body.

     Lazy Sundays, aren't they just the best? I would like to start this post off by saying a big "WOOOHOOO" as I've managed two consecutive posts in a row! I'm proud of myself, that's a personal best for consistency. Anyways, I don't really have much to say, probably a re-cap of last night's party, my plans for today, and a mini rant on teenage dancing now-a-days. (Not in that order.) Alright, ready, set, GO!
     Sunday plans: Nothing, put songs on my new laptop to upload onto my phone, eat lots of junk food, try to convince myself to work out (totally won't happen), go to the library, and then watch The Avengers... maybe.
     Last night's party: It wasn't horrible, but it was, kind of. First, (how much times have I said first today? Let's count!) I'd like to put it out there (where? THE UNIVERSE, or at least the internet) that I have social anxiety, it's pretty bad. I mean, sweating buckets, freaking out somewhere in a corner, possibly rocking back and forth, with an expression of pain on my face, usually all while yelling out random words or sounds when people ask me or tell me something... so, that is why the party was not my cup of tea. Not to mention the dancing, the loud music, and the people. It was like an alias for a an 80s rave. The food, although wasn't bad also wasn't great. First off, I'm not a fan of meat, of any kind, I'm not a vegetarian I just don't fancy the stuff, and that was pretty much the whole menu so I stuck to different kinds of rice, fruits, and cake.
      Teenage dancing: Is it just me, or do teenagers use the excuse of dancing to dry-hump one another? Wait until you get to university, wait until your first party with alcohol. Please tell me that this fad is not going to stick. Honestly, there is nothing like a party filled with other black people to make me know for a fact, without a doubt, that I cannot dance (I was going to erase this because I thought that this was you being a dick again, but it's kind of funny and very true it'll stay). Who knew it was possible to move your hips like that? Who'd want to be that close to another person... at least in public! It was way beyond and out of my comfort zone it may as well have been another dimention!

  

I crossed out the others photos, because A. they do not know about my blog B. I don't have permission to show their faces or identities on this blog, and C. this is what I am told people on the internet do... correct? 

End of blog song: Stars- Personal

Day 1 in the Blogger World.

Begin of blog song: Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

Hello world,

     So today I am in an unusually happy/upbeat mood, although I guess it isn't all that unusual as I have been in this mood for awhile now. I guess I should start by introducing the person behind the computer screen, ey? Well, here goes, my name's Drue, I am 16 years old, and am currently on summer holidays. I AM CANADIAN!! (You know, like those commercials?... no? Okay then, continue!) I am going into grade 11 come September, and although most kids my age despise the start of school as their summers would be over and we are thrust back into the world of a shit load of homework, drama, ass crack teachers, and of course, crappy weather. I, on the other hand, am extremely excited! I love school, or at the very least I like being at school more than being bored shitless at home.

    I'm all over the place here, sorry. Um, today, I have a Sweet Sixteen birthday party to go to, I'm not exactly looking forward to it, but I've been friends with *Alison forever now, and I think I owe it to her. Yesterday I went with my best friend *Kelly to pick up her gift from the shops. Nothing special, just a couple of rings, and a Warm Vanilla Sugar body set from Bath and Bodyworks. Honestly, I hope she likes it, I mean it's not like anything bad would happen if she didn't but, if I'm being 100% with myself, I'm not the best gift chooser, not even second best... anyhow, that's it for today, see you tomorrow!

End of blog song: Lasso- The Band Perry

* All names (except my own) have been changed because that's what people do on the internet, right? I will be posting every day until, I don't. 

* My "best friend" may no longer be my best friend, as I have some serious thinking to do about this whole best friend situation thing. Anyhow!

  

This was taken at my other friend's Sweet Sixteen, we went to some park and then got kicked out for not having a permit. LOL.

REAL End of blog song: Stay Beautiful- Taylor Swift :)