Finally Free... almost.

Begin of blog song: Numb- Marina and the Diamonds

Today, I had the much-dreaded chemistry lab exam and it went a little like this:
-first period; "oh my gosh I have my chem. lab exam next period, someone please help me to understand what the cheeseballs is going on!" no one answers, they simply tell me how hard and scary the lab was. I then begin to curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out right in the middle of the classroom. I somehow manage to cowboy up and make it to second period.

  

-second period; I make it to my desk... 'hey drue, your eyes are red are you okay?'... I then begin to break down in tears once again but manage to shake it off and make my way to the counter. My lab partner then hands me my safety goggles and I go in full blown panic/anxiety attack mode. Once again curled up in a ball, shaking, hyperventilating, crying my eyes out, unable to move.

That was my morning, somehow I managed to make it out of that last episode (thanks to the vice principal and some reassuring words) and did my lab exam (and totally screwed up). Oh well, at least it over, well until the exams that is.

End of blog song: A Decade Under the Influence- Taking Back Sunday